Life goes on....

I always love to go to beach....especially when I am sad...sit alone in white sands.. silently...stare at blue sea...When i look out over the ocean, i can see horizons...For me, deep blue sea is mystical...full of mystery..yet at the same time, it gives me calming and melancholic -blue feelings....I dunno why, still, i want to go to beach whenever i feel blue...I recalled when i got so depressed and sad in Manipal, i would go to a beach (Malpe beach) at night and shout loudly then i would feel better....I guess, when we are too sad, we are just feelin numb and painful yet we can't cry.....It's like we dunno what we are feeling anymore, that is exactly what I am feeling.........At the moment, i just want to go to beach...sit silently alone..and stare at the blue sea...no shouting..no companion....In quietness, i can hear sea waves' sound...Maybe and just maybe, i would play this song softly....I might sing along too..in whispers..sigh.. I am just feeling so sad :(
Waves
And then goodbye
I live in a wafer thin dream
I, I can't cry
You know the time
Time's not kind
But I remember the way we were
The slow, slow sad love
I wonder do you miss my love
I know you can't
It's just a wave passing over me
What are these waves
They're coming over me
It must be my destiny
Waves
They're coming by
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Waves
They're coming by
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye................................................................
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But where is the beach and where is She.....
life goes on but tremors still creep....
This is the way it all seems to be.....
but life goes on...
but life goes on...